To you,
With loathing and
Wishful thinking
(Since I'll probably never say this aloud).
Time goes so slowly by
When I'm by your side.
And I just can't wait
for the moments together
to get over.
Every word you say is
-trash
Every thought of yours
-better off unsaid
And every single deed of yours
-makes you more tiresome for me.
Why did you have to happen to me?
Why you in my life?
The questions in my head
Annoy me like you.
Sick and tired of your faking
All I want is to stay away from your crazy.
What's the use of those smiles,
When every next word of yours is guaranteed to be lies.
And when I see you be fake nice again,
I want the world to stop doing anything else...
And throw things at you.
You lie,
Don't even blink an eye,
Twist your words,
And not so much of guilt or regret in anyway.
Nothing about you works
the right way round.
You'd chat, lie, be mean
if that got you a win.
But when I try to bite back,
Not fight back,
Curb the bad feelings towards you?
There you come shuffling in,
with all that contagious negative vibes in tow-
So immense they could ruin a whole continent
So vile that I'm scared by mere proximity
So manipulative that I want to scream and
want the world to know the truth of you.
So false, it's bizarre no one notices.
I look at you,
and all I can think is
-bitchface.
Doesn't matter what others think you are,
I know you for what you are-
and that's:
Awful through-and-through
Shame to my gender,
Hypocrite,
Why, no principles whatsoever.
She thought you're just silly,
He thinks you're not much,
They think you're just a random normal somebody,
But only I can see that you're my personal nightmare-come-to-life.
What've you done to me,
Messing up a good girl's soul
Somehow trying to make me mean like you.
And I never hated on anyone,
Never ever badmouthed even the foulest person I knew.
But you turned things round,
Screwed my good life.
All I want is away from your drama
Exit-Stage-Left.
With loathing and
Wishful thinking
(Since I'll probably never say this aloud).
Time goes so slowly by
When I'm by your side.
And I just can't wait
for the moments together
to get over.
Every word you say is
-trash
Every thought of yours
-better off unsaid
And every single deed of yours
-makes you more tiresome for me.
Why did you have to happen to me?
Why you in my life?
The questions in my head
Annoy me like you.
Sick and tired of your faking
All I want is to stay away from your crazy.
What's the use of those smiles,
When every next word of yours is guaranteed to be lies.
And when I see you be fake nice again,
I want the world to stop doing anything else...
And throw things at you.
You lie,
Don't even blink an eye,
Twist your words,
And not so much of guilt or regret in anyway.
Nothing about you works
the right way round.
You'd chat, lie, be mean
if that got you a win.
But when I try to bite back,
Not fight back,
Curb the bad feelings towards you?
There you come shuffling in,
with all that contagious negative vibes in tow-
So immense they could ruin a whole continent
So vile that I'm scared by mere proximity
So manipulative that I want to scream and
want the world to know the truth of you.
So false, it's bizarre no one notices.
I look at you,
and all I can think is
-bitchface.
Doesn't matter what others think you are,
I know you for what you are-
and that's:
Awful through-and-through
Shame to my gender,
Hypocrite,
Why, no principles whatsoever.
She thought you're just silly,
He thinks you're not much,
They think you're just a random normal somebody,
But only I can see that you're my personal nightmare-come-to-life.
What've you done to me,
Messing up a good girl's soul
Somehow trying to make me mean like you.
And I never hated on anyone,
Never ever badmouthed even the foulest person I knew.
But you turned things round,
Screwed my good life.
All I want is away from your drama
Exit-Stage-Left.
